City Bongo

When I was younger I was a Disney kid that loved pop and Britney Spears and Disney Channel. I was really naive. All the clothes I bought are like Armani Exchange shirts and really girly things. But now, I really opened my eyes to life and I discovered through life experiences that…… I’m indie. Lqtm. (which means laughing quietly to myself) So basically, I want a whole new wardrobe, room, furniture, and well, life. In a way. :/ Now my mom doesn’t really understand that I’m kind of changed for life. I can keep telling her how this is important to me and she’ll be like “Shhhhh. it’s okay.” And I’m like, “What?” I am obsessed with the band Muse. I love clothes from Urban Outfitters (which she really despises). I want to repaint my room and get new furniture. When I tell my mom about this she’s always like, “You’ll have your own house when you’re 18 and you’ll be living your own life. Etc.” I really don’t want to wait four more years to express my persona and lifestyle to people. Now, I hope to be a famous actress by the time I’m 18 or at least getting somewhere in the industry. Now, we don’t have a lot of money as of this moment. So should I wait for the money to come or should I still wait until I’m 18 and slowly build my lifestyle over the course of four years?